Burnt

So, there's been lots of changes recently, but mostly, I'm worn out.
Things are going fairly well in my personal life, with a slowly blooming relationship in it's very early stages- one that makes me grateful for all I have gone through that I may see the value of this one. If it isn't forever, well, I'll still know I can lean on this man.
Work-wise, I'm just burnt out. I've been busting my rear for the last nine months, won't take leave until the end of next month, and I'm just plain old tired. There's been no acknowledgment of my efforts or work, and my new boss seems less than enthusiastic about working with me most days. I am left in the dust with everything I've worked so hard for, and I'm ready to give it up. I don't want to do this Army stuff any more right now. It's become almost easy for me until these last few weeks, I'd finally found my comfort zone, and now everything I've worked for has simply been taken from me. I've been disrespected and tossed to the side, and I need to find the correct way to brush myself off and get back up. I just can't seem to get there.
I'm still avoiding re-joining gatherings of the local Baha'i community, as they just wear me out, rather than make me feel refreshed. I feel guilty rather than hopeful and I would rather spend my time helping people than feeling I'm not doing enough.
I've been half-forced to cut meat from my diet these last two weeks, as, once again, my digestive system simply wasn't having it. I'm not heartbroken about the lack of meat, but it presents challenges that I seem to be adapting to alright. We'll see.
I'm hesitant to say anything is forever these days.