Normal

This can't be normal.
Call it PMS, grief, depression, call it whatever you like, but falling apart the way I am right now can't possibly be normal.
I don't want to hurt like this anymore.
I don't want to be here alone, but I don't want anyone seeing me sob like this, and there's not a person in the world smart enough and strong enough to put up with me when I'm this much of a mess, much less one who's recognize that I was in pain- because I'm sure not asking anyone for help.
I'm overwhelmed, hurting, angry, frustrated and alone... because the only person to ask for help is the person I'm most likely to yell at.
I just want to give up....